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there are so many things i want. to experience again. to feel.
im trying so hard to enjoy the rest of high school. its too damn stressful. my back always hurts. im afraid i am going to be crippled or something. or just live with this pain forever. i am sleep deprived also. tomorrow, i get to swim. for the first time in over 2 months. i am very happy about that. i just need to sleep now. which i will do, once i get these songs on my damn ipod. i want a new one, so i get get more songs on there. im so damn selfish. wow, i suck.
im trying so hard to enjoy the rest of high school. its too damn stressful. my back always hurts. im afraid i am going to be crippled or something. or just live with this pain forever. i am sleep deprived also. tomorrow, i get to swim. for the first time in over 2 months. i am very happy about that. i just need to sleep now. which i will do, once i get these songs on my damn ipod. i want a new one, so i get get more songs on there. im so damn selfish. wow, i suck.