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megan is not doing so good right now. she doesnt know what is wrong. she should be perfectly happy right now, but she isnt.
my mouth hurts. i dont understand it. it feels like i just decided to lick a hot plate. its felt that way since yesterday.
my foot hurts. i did something while i was running. i dont know what, but now i can barely walk and it is only getting worse.
my head hurts. which is somewhat understandable because i didnt sleep last night, but i also just spent 3.5 hours at a spa. it kinda feels like it might explode.
my heart hurts. i have this huge...thing. i wanted to call it a burden, but thats not what it is. guilt? perhaps. shame? definately.
regrets regrets regrets. i have to many. and that is not how i want to live my life.
i hate sitting here alone. being alone makes it easier to think about the bad stuff. i suppose i could think about happier things, its just, the bad things always creep up when i am alone.
this is me feeling like shit. thanks for not caring, not even noticing.
my mouth hurts. i dont understand it. it feels like i just decided to lick a hot plate. its felt that way since yesterday.
my foot hurts. i did something while i was running. i dont know what, but now i can barely walk and it is only getting worse.
my head hurts. which is somewhat understandable because i didnt sleep last night, but i also just spent 3.5 hours at a spa. it kinda feels like it might explode.
my heart hurts. i have this huge...thing. i wanted to call it a burden, but thats not what it is. guilt? perhaps. shame? definately.
regrets regrets regrets. i have to many. and that is not how i want to live my life.
i hate sitting here alone. being alone makes it easier to think about the bad stuff. i suppose i could think about happier things, its just, the bad things always creep up when i am alone.
this is me feeling like shit. thanks for not caring, not even noticing.