What's with today...today?
I don't know how a day that started out so happy can in three words turn into my fuming mass of frustration. Grrrr...why can't one day go by without some sort of drama. I'm not even in the same state, and it affects me. For Christ's sake! I don't wanna play anymore. I just want everyone to hug everyone they've ever been mad at, kiss and make up and let's have a sunshiney, rainbow frolic through delusion-land for like 5 minutes...that's all I ask. I love everybody. That's all I have to say. I love everybody...I want everybody to be happy. Not hurt, not sad, not fucked up, nothing...just blissful and in love and happy. But, no, some shit always has to hit some fan and someone has to get a faceful. I'm lucky enough to be slightly off to the side most of the time, but for goodness sake, can we all just stop throwing poo and oscillating fans and call it a day! All right...I've had my fit...I feel no better...I'm going to go curl up and cry now.