woot woot
yep..im in business math again.
its the only time when i write in this thing.
anyways...
today is rory and my 7 month-er.
damn...isnt that long?
i cant believe it.
weve been thru so much...especially recently.
but i love him, believe it or not =)
as school goes...i dont love it.
im dreading each day more and more.
theres like...71 days til graduation or something.
wow...
im outta here, and im excited bout that.
but its whats in between that worries me.
i have hellllza projects and im freaking out,
cuz i have the worst senioritis.
heres some things that will make my life better:
1. jessi and i made a NO-DITCHING pact from last tuesday until june 15th.
2. im trying to stay consistent on my diet
-sometimes i binge tho due to depression of school/boyfriend
-my boyfriend is skinnier than me...by about 30 pounds...
do you blame me for feeling depressed?
-im disgusted with my body
-i need to lose weight for both prom and my dance recital
3. i may quit may job until summer
4. i might actually work at starbucks on the weekends
-theres one right across the street from my house
-and i will get tips, so ill always have money on me
5. im gonna tell andrea that i will stop babysitting in 2 weeks
-i need more time to work on senior project
6. im not doing a solo in the recital
-which is killing me, cause i really want to, and always have
-i have no time to make up any more of it and its stressin me out
7. cut off bad habits...(lets just leave it there)
8. no shopping! what-so-ever!
9. budget my money better
-i cant borrow money from parents because of....legal issues with my dads job.
-i need to pay for lots of things such as
(grad nite ticket, owe mom $100 for prom dress, prom dress alterations, gas, etc.)
10. im gonna contact as many fashion institutes and photography institutes as possible
-i little late in the game, but im goin to dvc for maybe just one year now...
i talked to a lady at FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising) and
a lady at the Art Institute of Arts and Multimedia in San Fran.
im excited about my future...i just need to contact a brooks institute person.
g2g, bell just rang!
its the only time when i write in this thing.
anyways...
today is rory and my 7 month-er.
damn...isnt that long?
i cant believe it.
weve been thru so much...especially recently.
but i love him, believe it or not =)
as school goes...i dont love it.
im dreading each day more and more.
theres like...71 days til graduation or something.
wow...
im outta here, and im excited bout that.
but its whats in between that worries me.
i have hellllza projects and im freaking out,
cuz i have the worst senioritis.
heres some things that will make my life better:
1. jessi and i made a NO-DITCHING pact from last tuesday until june 15th.
2. im trying to stay consistent on my diet
-sometimes i binge tho due to depression of school/boyfriend
-my boyfriend is skinnier than me...by about 30 pounds...
do you blame me for feeling depressed?
-im disgusted with my body
-i need to lose weight for both prom and my dance recital
3. i may quit may job until summer
4. i might actually work at starbucks on the weekends
-theres one right across the street from my house
-and i will get tips, so ill always have money on me
5. im gonna tell andrea that i will stop babysitting in 2 weeks
-i need more time to work on senior project
6. im not doing a solo in the recital
-which is killing me, cause i really want to, and always have
-i have no time to make up any more of it and its stressin me out
7. cut off bad habits...(lets just leave it there)
8. no shopping! what-so-ever!
9. budget my money better
-i cant borrow money from parents because of....legal issues with my dads job.
-i need to pay for lots of things such as
(grad nite ticket, owe mom $100 for prom dress, prom dress alterations, gas, etc.)
10. im gonna contact as many fashion institutes and photography institutes as possible
-i little late in the game, but im goin to dvc for maybe just one year now...
i talked to a lady at FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising) and
a lady at the Art Institute of Arts and Multimedia in San Fran.
im excited about my future...i just need to contact a brooks institute person.
g2g, bell just rang!