Aug 19, 2005 22:34
Home again for the weekend. I needed it so bad. I needed a break from school. School isn't like it was last year at all. I think it's because of all of the new Juniors. I see a new face everyday that I didn't see the day before. There are so many of them. I'm not use to it yet, but it gets better for me everyday. I have my friends though, whom I love so much. They are so much fun to be around and I don't know what I would do without them.
I only have three classes this semister plus an online course that I should be taking soon. My classes are AP Music Theory, U.S. Government/Psychology, HS Choir, and the online course I'm taking is Earth Sciene - never heard of it before, but I needed an extra Science, so what the hell ever.
I kinda like someone at school. He is so nice, but I don't think the feeling is mutual. I freak out around guys and I don't know what to do. I have lost most of my guy skills since I just recently became single not too long ago. I'm trying to get back on track though, and it's kinda fun. I love it. I'm also talking with this guy that goes to a community college near MSA, so I guess I still have it in me. *Hehe* I am really lonely though. I'm not saying that I have to have a serious boyfriend, but I just want someone I can be close with and go places with and hang out. I miss that feeling of liking someone and them liking me back. I know I have more important things to focus on right now like college, but I think having someone there would raise my spirits about things a little more. Everyone needs a little loving.