Now you see me - now you don't!
I went shopping yesterday with Erica. Why? I don't know. I had the urge. I shouldn't have though because my mom is taking me soon to go school shopping and I really don't need to be spending my money. It's an addiction that will never stop. I'm freakin' obsessed with clothes! At least I'm not obsessed with other things though. Anyway - I bought 2 shirts, a pair of shoes, and 2 hair wraps. :) It made me happy.
The family came to our house last night for a fish fry. I had a terrible anxiety attack last night, too. I'm starting to get those a lot lately and it's scaring me. I think I need to get myself checked-up though. Everything will be fine one minute and the next I will be panicing and gasping for air and start thinking about everything I have to do whenever I don't even have anything to do. It's like a stress that I shouldn't have because there is absolutely NOTHING for me to be stressed out about. This bothers me.
I spent the night with Erica at my Aunt Lisa's house after the fish fry. Their house smells like stale cigarette's which bothers me a lot. Especially whenever I have to sleep on a smoke infested pillow. I hate cigarette smoke. I believe it is the worst smell in the world and it leaves you with the worst feeling when you breathe it in a lot. I can never stay at that house again. It's terrible. My singing lungs cannot risk being hurt. I would have no future.
I went to the new water park today that they just got on the coast. Twas not worth the money at all. It is not the biggest one in MS like they said it would be. Geyser Falls was so much bigger and better. I had fun though because I got to do it all with my family that I haven't seen in forever. I even got my mom to ride the water slides with me! I have a sunburn, but it's not too bad thanks to the large amount of Bullfrog suntan lotion I applied. I hate the sun and I come well prepared when I do have to face the sun.
I must rest while I can - while I am away from the large family for a while. Erica is coming back over later tonight to stay the night again. Hopefully we'll have something to do, but I don't think I'm really in the mood to do anything. I'm wore the fuck heck out.
I have a potty mouth. I need to quit. No guys will ever find me attractive if I don't stop. I'm such a girly girl, but I'm not so innocent.
The family came to our house last night for a fish fry. I had a terrible anxiety attack last night, too. I'm starting to get those a lot lately and it's scaring me. I think I need to get myself checked-up though. Everything will be fine one minute and the next I will be panicing and gasping for air and start thinking about everything I have to do whenever I don't even have anything to do. It's like a stress that I shouldn't have because there is absolutely NOTHING for me to be stressed out about. This bothers me.
I spent the night with Erica at my Aunt Lisa's house after the fish fry. Their house smells like stale cigarette's which bothers me a lot. Especially whenever I have to sleep on a smoke infested pillow. I hate cigarette smoke. I believe it is the worst smell in the world and it leaves you with the worst feeling when you breathe it in a lot. I can never stay at that house again. It's terrible. My singing lungs cannot risk being hurt. I would have no future.
I went to the new water park today that they just got on the coast. Twas not worth the money at all. It is not the biggest one in MS like they said it would be. Geyser Falls was so much bigger and better. I had fun though because I got to do it all with my family that I haven't seen in forever. I even got my mom to ride the water slides with me! I have a sunburn, but it's not too bad thanks to the large amount of Bullfrog suntan lotion I applied. I hate the sun and I come well prepared when I do have to face the sun.
I must rest while I can - while I am away from the large family for a while. Erica is coming back over later tonight to stay the night again. Hopefully we'll have something to do, but I don't think I'm really in the mood to do anything. I'm wore the fuck heck out.
I have a potty mouth. I need to quit. No guys will ever find me attractive if I don't stop. I'm such a girly girl, but I'm not so innocent.