There's got to be more to life
Last night I went out with my family to dinner and a movie. Randy and Kayla tagged along. It was a lot of fun. We went out to dinner at Ruby Tuesdays. Then, we went to the movies and saw War of the Worlds. It was a really good movie. The sound affects were awesome. It kind of scared me a little bit, too, just knowing something like that could actually happen. I really do believe there is life on the other planets. Maybe it will not happen the way it happened on this movie, but I truly believe something similar could happen in real life. =/ Scary to think about, huh?
Today I went and saw Sam since he was down for the weekend. Why do I even bother to try and stay friends with him? We got into, yet again, another arguement. Just like we always do whenever we "try" to hang out or "try" to talk about things. I tried to settle it, but only made things worse. I hurt him really bad this time. I hurt his feelings mostly. I really did say some means things to him, but I didn't know how to tell him that we were NEVER going to be again. He keeps wanting to hold on to it when he knows that we are through. So we decided that the only way to handle it would be to completely forget about each other and not even be friends or talk anymore. I'm not okay with that though. He is important to me and I would like to keep him as a close friend, but I guess it's not as easy for him. He says he cannot be friends with someone he still loves. Whatever. I'm through with the whole situation. I wish it would just go away. I have already moved on. I asked him to do the same because it's not even worth his time anymore. He would be happier with someone else anyway. He wants to settle down and I'm not ready for that.
I just now got done watching the movie The Jacket. It was very odd, but good. It's kind of like The Butterfly Effect. If you liked that movie you might like this one. It makes you think a lot.
I have been thinking too much lately.
Today I went and saw Sam since he was down for the weekend. Why do I even bother to try and stay friends with him? We got into, yet again, another arguement. Just like we always do whenever we "try" to hang out or "try" to talk about things. I tried to settle it, but only made things worse. I hurt him really bad this time. I hurt his feelings mostly. I really did say some means things to him, but I didn't know how to tell him that we were NEVER going to be again. He keeps wanting to hold on to it when he knows that we are through. So we decided that the only way to handle it would be to completely forget about each other and not even be friends or talk anymore. I'm not okay with that though. He is important to me and I would like to keep him as a close friend, but I guess it's not as easy for him. He says he cannot be friends with someone he still loves. Whatever. I'm through with the whole situation. I wish it would just go away. I have already moved on. I asked him to do the same because it's not even worth his time anymore. He would be happier with someone else anyway. He wants to settle down and I'm not ready for that.
I just now got done watching the movie The Jacket. It was very odd, but good. It's kind of like The Butterfly Effect. If you liked that movie you might like this one. It makes you think a lot.
I have been thinking too much lately.