Single Awareness Day
Last night I had a wedding. It was ok. Nice on some parts. Cheesy as most weddings are. LONG. And of course awkwardness among the guests... in my case... Crush's ex was there... as well a one night stand of his, and someone he repeatedly rejected... all three were at the same table. Always looking at me... sigh... eventually most the harpies (yes I call them that... sue me) left... except for Crush's ex. She slowly tried to join us... first approaching everyone who was not me and then just commenting on how I was gofing around with a friend. I just smiled and kept going... no point really...
It did make me think about him a lot. It's been 7 weeks. The longest I've gone without talking, texting or emailing with him. I don't think about him everyday or something like that. But random things do remind me of him... I'm not gonna deny that I have thought of calling him again... but everytime I do I think that I just want him to call me... not the other way around. For all his talk about loving to chase me, he won't do it unless he knows what he'll get.
Everyone keeps giving advice... mostly from people who shouldn't be giving it...
my fave always comes from the people (usually in relationships) that tell me I have to get out there and meet someone new, that I just don't go to the right places. That they go out all the time and see lots of guys that I could meet... I always look at them and go... well next time you go out call me... They never do of course. And the cycle always goes on and on again. I'm not going to lead my life in the prospect of finding a man. That's not me. I go to the places I want to go to have fun and enjoy myself... If fate sets someone in my path... then perfect...
Oh life...
It did make me think about him a lot. It's been 7 weeks. The longest I've gone without talking, texting or emailing with him. I don't think about him everyday or something like that. But random things do remind me of him... I'm not gonna deny that I have thought of calling him again... but everytime I do I think that I just want him to call me... not the other way around. For all his talk about loving to chase me, he won't do it unless he knows what he'll get.
Everyone keeps giving advice... mostly from people who shouldn't be giving it...
my fave always comes from the people (usually in relationships) that tell me I have to get out there and meet someone new, that I just don't go to the right places. That they go out all the time and see lots of guys that I could meet... I always look at them and go... well next time you go out call me... They never do of course. And the cycle always goes on and on again. I'm not going to lead my life in the prospect of finding a man. That's not me. I go to the places I want to go to have fun and enjoy myself... If fate sets someone in my path... then perfect...
Oh life...