Sep 18, 2005 10:42
mike johnson and i have been chatting pretty regularly now that ive reopened contact with him. when we first started talking, there was a day when i was waiting for mike v. to call me so we could go out for drinks. i told mike j. about it and said something along the lines of "id invite you but id be afraid you'd accept". he asked why and i told him i think it would be awkward. he disagreed, saying that he didnt think anything would be weird.
the other night he tells me to log onto yahoo messenger and i do. he starts fussing to get his webcam up, abd i realize that crystal has one, so i turn it on. he's quiet for a few minutes and then we start chatting agian. a few minutes later he says, "remember before when i said that i didnt think it'd be weird if we were to hang out?" and i tell him yes. he says, "well, i think i was wrong. now that i actually see you again, i can see how things may feel awkward. there's no denying the fact that i'm still attracted to you."
as my heart flutters, i make light of it and tell him to stop making out with his computer monitor. he tells me to shut up and tells me that his attraction towards me is almost "mystical". im still not sure what he meant, but im flattered none the less. though i do say, "mystical? you make me sound like a unicorn." he tells me to shut up again.
is it still flirt with disaster if its thousands of miles away?
mystical