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this could be me.
maybe it already is. did i stop to think that maybe what i want so much is already a part of me?
did i stop to think that maybe i only have to find a way to let it out?
take home exams finished. most definitely not in any brilliant fashion, but finished and handed in.
consequently i no longer need to feel guilty about stealing time from my studies to knit.
probably i'll now knit less - reduced need for therapy. probably.
paris. amazing. leo. the best. i love him. i think he knows.
i've loved him since forever. there's a lot he could get away with - even moving to paris.
maybe i should try to go again before christmas?
capoeira workshop this weekend. hoping for nothing less than awesomeness and beautiful people with beautiful smiles on their beautiful faces.
this i believe in.
this could be me.
me stood on my head that is.
tonight - dinner and concert with jeanette.
swedish singer-songwriter anna ternheim.
apart from all that...
i'll be working next week.
maybe i should have said no. maybe i do need a week off from being my schedule.
but, i think i mentioned, i like my schedule. i designed it.
alexis on the phone this morning. so nice to hear a friendly voice. so far away and yet so close to me.
a much loved and greatly missed part of my life.
how to incorporate it into my schedule? i suppose since i am my scheldule it's already there. in me sort of a thing.
other than that.
sweden has a liberal government and they are scaring me.
maybe it already is. did i stop to think that maybe what i want so much is already a part of me?
did i stop to think that maybe i only have to find a way to let it out?
take home exams finished. most definitely not in any brilliant fashion, but finished and handed in.
consequently i no longer need to feel guilty about stealing time from my studies to knit.
probably i'll now knit less - reduced need for therapy. probably.
paris. amazing. leo. the best. i love him. i think he knows.
i've loved him since forever. there's a lot he could get away with - even moving to paris.
maybe i should try to go again before christmas?
capoeira workshop this weekend. hoping for nothing less than awesomeness and beautiful people with beautiful smiles on their beautiful faces.
this i believe in.
this could be me.
me stood on my head that is.
tonight - dinner and concert with jeanette.
swedish singer-songwriter anna ternheim.
apart from all that...
i'll be working next week.
maybe i should have said no. maybe i do need a week off from being my schedule.
but, i think i mentioned, i like my schedule. i designed it.
alexis on the phone this morning. so nice to hear a friendly voice. so far away and yet so close to me.
a much loved and greatly missed part of my life.
how to incorporate it into my schedule? i suppose since i am my scheldule it's already there. in me sort of a thing.
other than that.
sweden has a liberal government and they are scaring me.