the things i do
this is my first live journal entry as you can see lol me and my boyfriend thought i should have one of these since i live with 2 younger nosey sisters who like to steal my journals and ripout the pages having 2 sisters sucks one is erin and shes married with and 8 month old son and the other is erica 15 with a boyfriend and shes aloud to have sex in the house if it were up to me i wouls castrate anyone who set foot in her room with sexual intents lol but alas i am not so i am stuck watching my lil sis come home with her out of state boyfriend whom by the way she has never met in person till the other day when my mom payed 300$ for her to fly up to meet him and thanx to that kinda shit i dont get any christmas gifts and seeing as how my family thinks the only ones who should get gifts this year are the great grand kids i dont even get money to by myself something which sux even worsemy life sucked until the other week when i met shroomie hes so sweet hes my boyfriend lol i am very much inlove which suprised me to say the least along with him hes scared to fall in love with me thinking that there is an inevitability of us falling apart i cant see that far ahead so i am not worried what happenes happens nobody can stop it but you can change how you feel in the present as long as you try and deal with what is going on right now you dont have to worry about things happening without your control i kno i sound confused but i understand what i am trying to say hopefully someone else will too