metal licka
i saw the most gorgeous girl at, of all places, a billiards place. wtf... she was by herself, just shooting some pool. she accidentally hit me with her cue and was like "im so sorry" and smiled at me and i was freaked out because i always think people are fucking with me... and of all things i could say... i said "meh whatever"... im a fucking ass.... fuck me... i bought a new Yankees hat. its just good old yankee blue. i got trashed the other night on cheap whiskey.... and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.... i do that shit incredibly too often. I'm a trainwreck waiting to happen... not as bad as Courtney Love though. since its el spring breako here in the ABQ, I've decided i'm gonna go out and hit on as many girls as i can and see if anything at all develops... maybe. or ill just puss out like i usually do and have no confidence... but i can always go home and sit on this cursed device for hours on end like i usually do! oh fuck this... im too god damn random to even have a journal and ive been up all night playing MAFIA. Shut da fuck up you basstad or ill stab you in da face wit a sodderin iron