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I've been miserable allot lately. In fact I've noticed that I've been miserable the majority of my life. I think somehow I cling to my misery. I feel almost naked without it.
I don't think any understands it either. I have no one to talk with about it anymore. Even if I did have someone to talk to about it. I don't think it would help.
Most people don't understand my level of misery, but in the same breath, I would say that everyone is miserable to a degree.
I look at my cousin sometimes. We used to be pretty much in the same situation. Both stuck in shity jobs, no prospects, no hope for a better future. Then he went and got married. Now he has someone to be miserable with. I don't. Just me and misery. I'm lonely...
I don't think any understands it either. I have no one to talk with about it anymore. Even if I did have someone to talk to about it. I don't think it would help.
Most people don't understand my level of misery, but in the same breath, I would say that everyone is miserable to a degree.
I look at my cousin sometimes. We used to be pretty much in the same situation. Both stuck in shity jobs, no prospects, no hope for a better future. Then he went and got married. Now he has someone to be miserable with. I don't. Just me and misery. I'm lonely...