His son is working for the Daily Mill; it's a steady job but he wants to be a paperback writer
It's taken a very long email to someone and my first time and talk with Annelise in months to realize that I can really be okay. I talked about all the shit I've been going through, and for the first time I don't only feel like I'm better and above all of this, but I know that I'm not by myself in going through this, it just feels really good. It takes a lot out of you though, I feel really drained and like I need to go to sleep. I know I've never been unsupported in this, but I never believed anyone else got it. It was mostly my fault for not letting anyone know everything, and today even though I didn't let anyone know everything, I just got it all down. I can do this. I'm better than crying as much as I do. I know it's not going to last forever, and that's really all I can do about it.