you dont see©_by ME =]

[mariexbabyy]

If you saw me walking down the street 
You'd think nothing of me
Im not famous and im not a star
My body isnt built "perfectly"

But if you were to send a simle towards me 
Happiness is what youd see
Ill flash my straight white teeth
And say "hi" happily

I walk around with a smile on my fce
A prep in my step
Some pride in my race

Some may think Im confident 
And think im happy to be me
But my true colors that lay within...
Thats something you just dont see

Falling asleep on the bathroom floor 
Because i dont want mommy to know I'm home 
Hiding behind closed doors
Watching my back wherever i shall roam

Being unrecognized for the good i do
Because shed rather yell at me for the bad
The constant attack of her words
Feeling like an outsider, I'll never be glad

You dont see !

Me doing things to my body that hurt me
BReaking the hearts of those who care
Because i feel that i will be accepted
If i only had the perfect shape, the style, and the perfect hair

Going to school under the influence of a sin
Trying to escape my problems
From the sweet, cold substance
That flows within

Praying to God that the day would come 
Because i dont know how to control from getting some
The pain that lies deep in me
THeese are the things that you just dont see.

The confusion that runs on my mind
You dont see that
The coldness in my heart
You dont see that

The tears that comfort my sleep 
The lonliness in my soul
The hatred that i have for myself
Theese are the things that you just dont see

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