Magical Mystery Concussion
well, i have not used this thing in forever. I found myself falling victim to internet fads. I remember back in 03-04 livejournal was all the rage, than it changed over to myspace and then to facebook, but i come to realize that i miss the basic simplicity of livejournal, where you interact mostly on what you write and what you are feeling rather than on how many pictures you have of you and your friends at a kegger getting shity. Anyway with that being said I had suffered a concussion last Saturday after falling off of my bike, and needless to say since then i have been in a really good mood. I'm not saying that on a normal basis i am in a funk all the time and am pissed off at the world, I'm just a lot more optimistic that's all. And why shouldn't i be? The last three years has seemed like one let down after another and after a while of minor to almost major setback's it is really hard to stay optimistic and keep your faith alive, At the beginning of may i moved from Michigan to Texas for the summer, I felt like i needed to get away from my friends, some of my family, the city of Ypsilanti. Since i have been town here in south central Texas i have a hell of a lot of time to reflect on everything i have done in the last three years. I have manged to ruin a perfect relationship, fail out of a community college, almost fail out of a four year college, Start smoking, Start toking, ruin a bunch of potential relationships the list can go on. The saying "Hindsight is 20/20" could not apply more to what has been going on the last two months, i have ample time to sit and reflect on where life has taken me the last three years, which made me realize it's time to decide where i want to take life. I'm not saying that my life has sucked, that's not the case at all their are just a lot of things i realize that i can do, for myself, to make me a lot happier and headed in the right direction, and i feel that's just what i needed. When it comes down to it i miss my family, friends and cat, and i feel like I'm ready to go back and accomplish anything that i feel like doing. I don't why i feel so empowered but i am certainly glad that i do. Anyway I'm glad i re-discovered the livejournal gig, i should be using this thing more often, i feel its almost therapeutic to type out what you are feeling regardless of what people might say, it saves you from therapy ha, and it looks better here than on the notes section in facebook. Now all i have to do is remember how to change my background, the one i have now is old and needs to go.
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