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I am so sick. The only thing that makes me feel better is beer. I haven't been able to sleep much. I go to bed around 3 or 4 AM and then wake up for work. I haven't been able to really eat anything. I have this horribly nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach and I don't know why. I bought cigarettes earlier this week. It felt good to smoke a few of them. I haven't touched them since day before yesterday. I don't know why I'm so yucky. My life is good.