WORDS FROM A GURUheavensent2638December 15 2005, 07:47:20 UTC
1.) what the fuck am i going to do next semester? TAKE A BREAK FROM CMU, GET ENROLLED FOR 12 CREDITS AT MID MICH, AND USE THE SEMESTER TO SCREW ON YOUR THINKING CAP OF WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO SO THAT YOU DONT REGRET WASTING ANYMORE TIME TRYING TO DECIDE. MAKE A LIST LOL. 2.)why the hell is my aunt moving into my house? SHES MOVING IN BECAUSE THATS WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO. YOUR MOM WILL BE FINE. ITLL BE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR EVERYONE. I WONDERED THE SAME EXACT THING ABOUT ROBERT. EXCEPT THANKFULLY YOUR AUNT IS NOT ROBERT. HA. 3.)why are sarah and josh talking about divorce? THEY ARE NEWLYWEDS. THEY DONT KNOW ANY BETTER. THE MINUTE THINGS GET GOING TOUGH, NEWLYWEDS FREAK. JUST ASK J.LO... SHE WOULD KNOW. TALK TO YOU SIS, LET HER KNOW THAT THIS IS NORMAL AND THAT SHE FINALLY WANTS SOMETHING TO GO RIGHT, AND MAYBE THE HARD TIMES WITH JOSH ARE A TEST OF HOW STRONG THEY CAN BE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP. HELP HER OUT. BE A SIS. 4.)is my mom going to take the job in California? NO SHE WONT, AND IF SHE DOES... GOOD FOR HER. CHANGE IS GOOD ONCE IN A WHILE. BREATHE, WHATEVER YOUR MOM DECIDES, IS FATE. CANT CHANGE WHAT HER DECISION WILL BE, LET IT HAPPEN: MOVE OR NOT MOVE. WORK WITH IT. IF SHE DECIDES TO GO, MAYBE ITLL BE GOOD TO MOVE THERE... BUT DONT DECIDE JUST YET, CUZ SHE HASNT EITHER. and if so, i want to go.... YES YOU DO. CALIFORNIA. YOU ARE HOLLISTER AT HEART. ITS IN YOUR BLOOD TO VISIT FREQUENTLY OR LIVE THERE. HELLLLOOOOO... CALI BOYS. FISH TACOS. CELEBS. LOL. 5.)are my frogs going to make it through the winter? HAHA... TUBBY-OTIS PROBABLY WILL... BUT NOBODY-PUTS-BABY-IN-THE-CORNER/MILO MIGHT STRUGGLE WITH SOME DEPRESSION. GIVE HIM ATTENTION. GIVE HIM AN EXTRA CRICKET. SOMETHING. DRAW HIM A PICTURE OF HIM. LOL. 6.)why cant i man up and say what i feel and quit taking time for granted? CUZ YOUR HUMAN. I SUFFER FROM THE SAME PROBLEM. JUST DO IT MEGAN! BUT DO IT GRACEFULLY WITH FEELINGS, NOT WITH YOUR FEELINGS BOTTLED UP, AFRAID THAT THEY WILL ESCAPE AND YOULL LOSE THEM FOREVER, CUZ YOU WONT. 7.)when am i going to start doing the things that i know are good for me? YOU SHOULD START NOW. BUT I KNOW THATS IMPOSSIBLE. START SMALL. DONT OVERWHELM YOURSELF. START DOING ONE THING RIGHT.... GET THAT IN ROUTINE, AND DO ANOTHER THING RIGHT. CUZ IF YOU TRY TO DO IT ALL AT ONCE, YOULL OVERWHELM YOURSELF, FREAK OUT, BREAK DOWN, AND LOSE YOUR COMPOSURE THAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW. THE LAST THING YOU NEED IS TO BE A CRACKED EGG. OR CRACKED NUT. YOU CHOOSE WHICH ONE IS WORSE. LOL.
I LOVE YOU MEGAN. I LOVE YOU TO PIECES. THESE ARE NOT PROBLEMS LIKE YOU HAVE FACED BEFORE, SO MAKE SURE THEY DONT GET THE BEST OF YOU, BECAUSE YOUVE BEEN THROUGH WORSE, ALOT WORSE, AND THESE ARE NOTHING. NOTHING YOU CANT GET THROUGH WITHOUT A LITTLE PUSH FROM APPLEJAX. :) SMILE. YOURE BEAUTIFUL... INSIDE AND OUT.
Re: WORDS FROM A GURUheavensent2638December 15 2005, 09:01:36 UTC
Jackie I love you.
Yeah it is deff time to get the shit turned around but just telling my mom will be the fun part i am sure. But you are way right i have been through way shittier and i can bite down and do the best that i can......where would i be without a good friend like you?
I love our little talks....helps me think clearer, and remember where i come from...
2.)why the hell is my aunt moving into my house? SHES MOVING IN BECAUSE THATS WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO. YOUR MOM WILL BE FINE. ITLL BE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR EVERYONE. I WONDERED THE SAME EXACT THING ABOUT ROBERT. EXCEPT THANKFULLY YOUR AUNT IS NOT ROBERT. HA.
3.)why are sarah and josh talking about divorce? THEY ARE NEWLYWEDS. THEY DONT KNOW ANY BETTER. THE MINUTE THINGS GET GOING TOUGH, NEWLYWEDS FREAK. JUST ASK J.LO... SHE WOULD KNOW. TALK TO YOU SIS, LET HER KNOW THAT THIS IS NORMAL AND THAT SHE FINALLY WANTS SOMETHING TO GO RIGHT, AND MAYBE THE HARD TIMES WITH JOSH ARE A TEST OF HOW STRONG THEY CAN BE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP. HELP HER OUT. BE A SIS.
4.)is my mom going to take the job in California? NO SHE WONT, AND IF SHE DOES... GOOD FOR HER. CHANGE IS GOOD ONCE IN A WHILE. BREATHE, WHATEVER YOUR MOM DECIDES, IS FATE. CANT CHANGE WHAT HER DECISION WILL BE, LET IT HAPPEN: MOVE OR NOT MOVE. WORK WITH IT. IF SHE DECIDES TO GO, MAYBE ITLL BE GOOD TO MOVE THERE... BUT DONT DECIDE JUST YET, CUZ SHE HASNT EITHER.
and if so, i want to go.... YES YOU DO. CALIFORNIA. YOU ARE HOLLISTER AT HEART. ITS IN YOUR BLOOD TO VISIT FREQUENTLY OR LIVE THERE. HELLLLOOOOO... CALI BOYS. FISH TACOS. CELEBS. LOL.
5.)are my frogs going to make it through the winter? HAHA... TUBBY-OTIS PROBABLY WILL... BUT NOBODY-PUTS-BABY-IN-THE-CORNER/MILO MIGHT STRUGGLE WITH SOME DEPRESSION. GIVE HIM ATTENTION. GIVE HIM AN EXTRA CRICKET. SOMETHING. DRAW HIM A PICTURE OF HIM. LOL.
6.)why cant i man up and say what i feel and quit taking time for granted? CUZ YOUR HUMAN. I SUFFER FROM THE SAME PROBLEM. JUST DO IT MEGAN! BUT DO IT GRACEFULLY WITH FEELINGS, NOT WITH YOUR FEELINGS BOTTLED UP, AFRAID THAT THEY WILL ESCAPE AND YOULL LOSE THEM FOREVER, CUZ YOU WONT.
7.)when am i going to start doing the things that i know are good for me? YOU SHOULD START NOW. BUT I KNOW THATS IMPOSSIBLE. START SMALL. DONT OVERWHELM YOURSELF. START DOING ONE THING RIGHT.... GET THAT IN ROUTINE, AND DO ANOTHER THING RIGHT. CUZ IF YOU TRY TO DO IT ALL AT ONCE, YOULL OVERWHELM YOURSELF, FREAK OUT, BREAK DOWN, AND LOSE YOUR COMPOSURE THAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW. THE LAST THING YOU NEED IS TO BE A CRACKED EGG. OR CRACKED NUT. YOU CHOOSE WHICH ONE IS WORSE. LOL.
I LOVE YOU MEGAN. I LOVE YOU TO PIECES. THESE ARE NOT PROBLEMS LIKE YOU HAVE FACED BEFORE, SO MAKE SURE THEY DONT GET THE BEST OF YOU, BECAUSE YOUVE BEEN THROUGH WORSE, ALOT WORSE, AND THESE ARE NOTHING. NOTHING YOU CANT GET THROUGH WITHOUT A LITTLE PUSH FROM APPLEJAX. :) SMILE. YOURE BEAUTIFUL... INSIDE AND OUT.
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Yeah it is deff time to get the shit turned around but just telling my mom will be the fun part i am sure.
But you are way right i have been through way shittier and i can bite down and do the best that i can......where would i be without a good friend like you?
I love our little talks....helps me think clearer, and remember where i come from...
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