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Oct 12, 2007 12:47

Ah. We have jam after all, so peanut butter and jelly once again. I suppose it's weird to say I really miss the days where there would be empty cartons, thanks to Uncle Dante. I promise I'm not being sarcastic when I say that, too.

Anno, that boy on the network is very curious -- n-not in the bad way, of course. And Steiner-san has returned to swords I see from Anya-chan's post. I suppose Sephiroth-san (or fondly Unca Fefiroff) has departed. I saw nothing wrong with him, really, maybe a bit...impolite. It's sad if I can't remember three months ago. Oh, well, it's a good thing that everyone isn't so negative and condescending through this thing as they were. It's more bearable to log on right now.


If Lady-mama is hunting again, I would very much like to visit gramma and go to the Arkham manor. There's still tension with all of them and it makes me feel as if I'm worthless that I can't do anything. I'm so afraid to say something to the both of them. I know they argued, but...

Oh, that hole in the wall. Vergil-papa would never.

Lady-mama is a very kind woman, she just always seemed so troubled since I met her, ever since that incident with Sora-chan and papa. Everyone has always commented how abrasive she was ever since, I think that...She may be, but her heart is in the right place. I hate to think of that fight soon thereafter. Maybe gramma could help. Or something. I just don't like it all, and Uncle Dante is a very busy man, it would be unfair to burden him with family troubles, especially with his own twin. I guess I can only pray the both of them just put it aside, it's not healthy for either of them, even if it was truly making it unbearable for me, which it really isn't.

Ah...I don't think it's weak to cling, to hold onto a memory. It makes you stronger. While it is never good to carry an extra burden from your past, at least carrying some memory to remind you to change the future. Doesn't anyone seem to understand that the passing of time means destruction to the old, and birth to the new? It's conflicting answer, but I disagree. Where would I be if I didn't held onto those dear to me? Where would anyone be? Take it in strive, look to the future, because it can change, we must be prepared. Time is never a bad thing, it gives a chance for the new things in life, but at the same time, it is good to remember for the sake of what we move in life for. Our goals and devotion. No one should ever lose sight of it, just because we've looked at it wrongly or are holding onto the wrong and negative ideals of the past. Everything has a purpose, no matter how painful and destructive it is.

Other than that, this force is growing. Maybe I'm being a little over paranoid -- Now I want to consult Usagi-chan and Michiru-san. I should-- Regardless, one of them needs a power upgrade. The princess feels fine on her own -- I knew she was strong to begin with. I always have faith in her.

This violin is really fancy! And it sounds so pretty, it's such a shame for to have just sat there in the manor and never have been touched. Eeeh, I should practice.

OH! Tartarus students will be getting a midterm in November? How peculiar. Our adminstration is very flaky, indeed.
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