Feb 09, 2008 02:49
Molly and Danielle are both ill. Molly has a horrible case of the flu and Danielle has croup. They are staying at Danielle's parent's apartment tonight because they don't want to "contaminate" the suite. I stayed with them until 12:30 and then came back to the suite. I hope they recover soon. It's hard seeing them both so debilitated. On a more selfish note, it's also sad that they're gone for the night. It makes me realize how much they mean to me, how happy they make me, and how lonely it can be without them around. I don't like feeling dependent on people for happiness, but this moment is the first in a very long time that I have felt so lonely.
The cold air from outside is seeping in through my windows. The Geotic album is making me nostalgic. My head is pounding from caffeine withdrawals. But I'm counting on blankets and dreams for something warmer and sweeter.