Why does it have to be like this...
I've lived with this heartache for so long. Life has a way of torchering me. Am I some kind of repellent for men?
I'm in love with one of my best friends. I have loved him since high school, but I've known him for far longer than that. He makes me happy, I think about him constantly. But I know we can never be more than friends. We can't ever be together, and I have my reasons (I'm not about to get into that, though). And I could never tell him how I truly feel, for fear of complicating things even more. And being in the music business makes more of a reason why we can't be together. It would just be too complicated and it would never work out. Gah, am I even making any sense? I guess that's what happens when you're torn apart. Nothing seems to make sense anymore.
How can something that feels so right be so wrong? Life and it's cruelties. Maybe it's just me longing for true love, wanting somebody to hold. Gah. I'm such a sucker for love. Help me. =(
I'm in love with one of my best friends. I have loved him since high school, but I've known him for far longer than that. He makes me happy, I think about him constantly. But I know we can never be more than friends. We can't ever be together, and I have my reasons (I'm not about to get into that, though). And I could never tell him how I truly feel, for fear of complicating things even more. And being in the music business makes more of a reason why we can't be together. It would just be too complicated and it would never work out. Gah, am I even making any sense? I guess that's what happens when you're torn apart. Nothing seems to make sense anymore.
How can something that feels so right be so wrong? Life and it's cruelties. Maybe it's just me longing for true love, wanting somebody to hold. Gah. I'm such a sucker for love. Help me. =(