Sigh...
Wow, it's been a while since I really updated this thing.
Well, for starters, I met a few guys and got really close to them, in the short time that we've known each other. That's all I've really been doing this past week. Going out and meeting up with them is always something I look forward to. We just click, you know? I think that's why we're so close now. They make me laugh all the time, and they make me happy. One in particular.
Anthony makes me laugh so much, and I'm totally content when I'm around him. I don't worry about anything in the world. And I can totally be myself around him, not all nervous and fidgety when I'm usually around someone I like. I've gotten closest to him, too, so I'm happy with that. The other day he asked me for my number, and he's been calling me like 4 times in the last 2 days alone. The only problem is, I know that he's not interested in me. He tells me personal things now, like who he's into, who he thinks is cute. *sigh*... My sister is so lucky. =/ (except that she doesn't like him back)
Maybe I'm just taking this way over my head. Maybe I'm just happy because I've met a really good friend. How do you know if you like someone as more than a friend? I'm so confused... I'm just happy I had the chance to meet him. I should be thankful.
Well, for starters, I met a few guys and got really close to them, in the short time that we've known each other. That's all I've really been doing this past week. Going out and meeting up with them is always something I look forward to. We just click, you know? I think that's why we're so close now. They make me laugh all the time, and they make me happy. One in particular.
Anthony makes me laugh so much, and I'm totally content when I'm around him. I don't worry about anything in the world. And I can totally be myself around him, not all nervous and fidgety when I'm usually around someone I like. I've gotten closest to him, too, so I'm happy with that. The other day he asked me for my number, and he's been calling me like 4 times in the last 2 days alone. The only problem is, I know that he's not interested in me. He tells me personal things now, like who he's into, who he thinks is cute. *sigh*... My sister is so lucky. =/ (except that she doesn't like him back)
Maybe I'm just taking this way over my head. Maybe I'm just happy because I've met a really good friend. How do you know if you like someone as more than a friend? I'm so confused... I'm just happy I had the chance to meet him. I should be thankful.