I just want to be normal again!
GAH!! i'm so sick of being pregnant! my back hurts, my legs hurt, he's laying in a way that my sciatic nerve is always causing me pain, the soles of my feet are constantly itchy, and painful, i'm always tired, and i pretty much should just live on the toilet since i pee so much. plus the not fitting my normal clothes, can't bend or twist, can't run or move really at all, and just feeling so weak and unattractive. i honestly don't know how anyone could get talked into doing this more than once in their life. my mom and ladora both tell me, "once you see that baby in your arms, you'll see. you'll want another one."
NO! i don't! and jared's so retarded, that while i'm telling him how much pain/how uncomfortable i am, he's trying to convince me to get preggo in december. uh, i don't know who slipped what in your food, but no. i have never been the kind of girl who saw herself with a cloud of children following her like a mama duck. two would be my max. but i just don't understand the women like kate from jon&kate+8, or octo-mom. i guess having camera crews following my just never appealed to me. i just think that even though i'll be so happy and in love with my son, that i'll still want to be able to have time in my life for myself as well. that there needs to be a balance.
and it would be cool if my feet fit my shoes again. and i could run. that would be neato as well. ahh, now to try and get these next three weeks to fly by without too much pain.
NO! i don't! and jared's so retarded, that while i'm telling him how much pain/how uncomfortable i am, he's trying to convince me to get preggo in december. uh, i don't know who slipped what in your food, but no. i have never been the kind of girl who saw herself with a cloud of children following her like a mama duck. two would be my max. but i just don't understand the women like kate from jon&kate+8, or octo-mom. i guess having camera crews following my just never appealed to me. i just think that even though i'll be so happy and in love with my son, that i'll still want to be able to have time in my life for myself as well. that there needs to be a balance.
and it would be cool if my feet fit my shoes again. and i could run. that would be neato as well. ahh, now to try and get these next three weeks to fly by without too much pain.