Dec 18, 2007 23:01
good things:
-i'm done with exams and this god-forsaken semester.
-tessie, my friend's bernese mountain dog, is staying with us and i love her!
-cath is in town and kunal comes tomorrow!!!
-they'll be here until new years!
-i have about a 2.56 gpa. if i can maintain it and not be a total idiot, i can still get into grad school.
-i get to wrap presents tomorrow.
-almost all of the presents i ordered came today.
-i get to go to the beach with linus, tessie, kaiser (another bernese mountain dog), tessie's owner kerry, and kaiser's owner krista tomorrow!!!
-eric and i had our two year anniversary last friday. he got me an ipod dock and we ate at a really nice restaurant where i saw an old friend from work who i love!
-sarah and krista, who i work with, are back from school!
-i am now obsessed with the artwork of kay sage. (or mostly just "tomorrow is never")
-i'm also obsessed with the cover of emiliana torrini's album "fisherman's woman".
bad things:
-i'm really not feeling good about how my grades will turn out.
-i still might not get into grad school. and even if i do, its going to cost alot of money.
-i've never been more confused or conflicted in my life.
-i have no money. literally.
-my car situation is still not figured out.
-i might not see catherine until friday.
-i haven't registered for classes yet and have no idea what to take now that my gen eds are done.
-my parents agreed to getting me a nice pair of boots for christmas (!!!) but the ones i keep finding and liking are either preorder or out of stock.
-i don't have all of my christmas presents yet.
-i can't go home until friday.
-i had a breakdown last night, which hasn't happened in a while.
-linus is in desperate need of some good training and i feel like a failure.
-the apartment is a total mess.
-i wish i could just go home, but i have to work tomorrow and friday.
-i wish i had money to buy "once". or that i was getting it for christmas.