[private journal entry]
So. I kind of broke up with Shane. Not that we were really dating. I don't think. We never really discussed it.
I feel like absolute shit. I really really like her, but there's so much...
Okay, Marie, quit lying to yourself. Yes, there's the whole skin thing, and the not-alone-in-my-head thing, and both of those suck. But you know you'd get over it if she were a guy. God, I just...if a genie came along and granted me one wish, I wish I never had this fucking skin. I would never have left home, never had mi abuela call me an evil spirit, never been kicked out.
Of course, I would have never met Logan, or Xavier, or Sheldon, or Shane, or anyone here.
But right now I'm just so confused. I don't know what is me and what was Logan and Erik. I don't want to make a mistake.
I think I already did make a mistake.
I feel like absolute shit. I really really like her, but there's so much...
Okay, Marie, quit lying to yourself. Yes, there's the whole skin thing, and the not-alone-in-my-head thing, and both of those suck. But you know you'd get over it if she were a guy. God, I just...if a genie came along and granted me one wish, I wish I never had this fucking skin. I would never have left home, never had mi abuela call me an evil spirit, never been kicked out.
Of course, I would have never met Logan, or Xavier, or Sheldon, or Shane, or anyone here.
But right now I'm just so confused. I don't know what is me and what was Logan and Erik. I don't want to make a mistake.
I think I already did make a mistake.