the present...
Prom is moving along nicely now.
+limo paid for
+Morgan's Lakehouse on Friday
+Galveston on Saturday
I've been through a lot lately. I haven't told hardly anyone what has been going on in my life, but i can't ignore it anymore. For the past two days, I haven't been able to stop crying. I'm sure many of you think this is probably about some guy, or my love life. It isn't as silly as that...i actually have a real life devastating thing happening. My base of life has been shattered, and they don't seem to understand how it effects me.
I don't think i have the strength to say what it is online yet. Or maybe it's bc i have too much pride and ignoring it seems easier.
I know now that today is all we have...that every moment is precious...to live the day to its FULLEST. Love as many ppl as you can. Love is the only thing that has kept me going. Even though it is no longer the love of a man that holds me up, i'm still made strong by love. The love of my friends, of my church, of the children i'm blessed to see new life in. I am made strong by looking into their faces and hearing them speak life into existence.
A big change was talked about yesterday...I might not be going to Texas Women's University anymore bc of "a recent change in family circumstances" instead i might be going to UofH. It has an AWESOME businness school, and it's alittle late for me to apply for the fall so i might get in for the spring. This ties into the the first paragraph of this journal.
I would be living with Christina-my best friends since 3rd grade, working, and going to school. I will have my hands full.
It's more important to me now more than ever to be independent of my parents. I can't trust them anymore. They say i can and that nothing is going to change in how they care for me, but things have to change. I know that they will change. I have to be able to defend myself.
Well i have to go. I'm already late for school
PEACE @
+limo paid for
+Morgan's Lakehouse on Friday
+Galveston on Saturday
I've been through a lot lately. I haven't told hardly anyone what has been going on in my life, but i can't ignore it anymore. For the past two days, I haven't been able to stop crying. I'm sure many of you think this is probably about some guy, or my love life. It isn't as silly as that...i actually have a real life devastating thing happening. My base of life has been shattered, and they don't seem to understand how it effects me.
I don't think i have the strength to say what it is online yet. Or maybe it's bc i have too much pride and ignoring it seems easier.
I know now that today is all we have...that every moment is precious...to live the day to its FULLEST. Love as many ppl as you can. Love is the only thing that has kept me going. Even though it is no longer the love of a man that holds me up, i'm still made strong by love. The love of my friends, of my church, of the children i'm blessed to see new life in. I am made strong by looking into their faces and hearing them speak life into existence.
A big change was talked about yesterday...I might not be going to Texas Women's University anymore bc of "a recent change in family circumstances" instead i might be going to UofH. It has an AWESOME businness school, and it's alittle late for me to apply for the fall so i might get in for the spring. This ties into the the first paragraph of this journal.
I would be living with Christina-my best friends since 3rd grade, working, and going to school. I will have my hands full.
It's more important to me now more than ever to be independent of my parents. I can't trust them anymore. They say i can and that nothing is going to change in how they care for me, but things have to change. I know that they will change. I have to be able to defend myself.
Well i have to go. I'm already late for school
PEACE @