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People lead such interesting lives compared to me...I honestly have nothing to say...you know how there are weeks where everything seems perfect...then there are other periods where you just feel blue...so basically the last few weeks i have been spending money that i DONT have...and drinking way too much...i'm also sooo sick of school which is weird because it's me and i have always been a dork when it comes to school...so much for i want an 9.0 GPA when i graduate UGH...
I also got punched in the nose at cheerleading yesterday...which is still semi-swollen this morning...im slowly starting to resent cheerleading...lol but NEVER the slutty outfits
I'm also getting a cold...because the entire universe is sick and people never wash their hands enough.
So breaking up with mark isnt getting any better...andrea looked at me at practice on sunday and asked me why i was sad when it was only like 4 months...i just didnt know what to say. I've always been too emotional + i just throw myself into things...i now realize that i am as pathetic as the other girls but i just dont care...i want love lol...and i think i have expected it to just fall on my lap or show up at my door...eva i wish i was like you and took the time to get to know guys
Fuck i miss mark...i miss talking to him, i miss kissing him and i miss his ridiculous stories and crazy outfits...so disappointing.
Well i dunno who is going to read this but it's nice to vent...
Thank god i have friends to keep me busy...looking foward to halloween...officer marie-eve...i got handcuffs yay!!!
I also got punched in the nose at cheerleading yesterday...which is still semi-swollen this morning...im slowly starting to resent cheerleading...lol but NEVER the slutty outfits
I'm also getting a cold...because the entire universe is sick and people never wash their hands enough.
So breaking up with mark isnt getting any better...andrea looked at me at practice on sunday and asked me why i was sad when it was only like 4 months...i just didnt know what to say. I've always been too emotional + i just throw myself into things...i now realize that i am as pathetic as the other girls but i just dont care...i want love lol...and i think i have expected it to just fall on my lap or show up at my door...eva i wish i was like you and took the time to get to know guys
Fuck i miss mark...i miss talking to him, i miss kissing him and i miss his ridiculous stories and crazy outfits...so disappointing.
Well i dunno who is going to read this but it's nice to vent...
Thank god i have friends to keep me busy...looking foward to halloween...officer marie-eve...i got handcuffs yay!!!