Jun 06, 2006 12:32
why am i sitting here in front of the computer when i know i should be exercising or cleaning or something. im bored of cleaning and honestly i think im ready to rebel against it. i clean for what? so that my parents can come tell me that i never clean. its over. i might as well do what theyre accusing me of.
hmmmm so my summers been ok. not too bad but not all that great yet. just w/e lol. thursday went to octs house the whole day. friday ate crap with my friends saturday went to ashleys house then went out for ice cream. yumm sunday oct came over then i went to church. monday went to ashs house again with anthony and oct and kiki. pretty chill nothing big.
carolina and rachel and jason and whoever else. on friday we are planning to go to the pool later on in the day around 5 30 or 6. u guys should come :) tony (lizzys bfs pool ) . saturday we might go to venetian pool.
so i went to the child care by my house to try to get a sumemr job. not a total failure. if i volunteer during the summer ill get a for sure job as soon as school starts. so i could get a summer job while volunteering. not too bad.
people are dumb. and selfish and dont think before they talk sometimes. many times they dont think at all. makes me wonder how they will be when they have families. will they never change. ohhhh speaking of. the mother load says that since we ( idiotcircus) are the only family we have here in miami we should stick together referring to me wanting to go to fsu. but should i really give up what i really want to do and be "independent" and move away because my family should stick together. we're gonna seperate later regardless. i need to escape for a little while at least. plus i think that id be ok living without my parents. i try not to depend on them much anyways.......