.it seems the artists these days are not who u think. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so....
just got home and im tired as fuck, sleepy like shit and owejriehjuierhy like hell.
cursing has become a bad habit again due to anger and the fact no one helps me stop.
applause apluase... dear studio audience ive got an anouncement to make..
not that u people would care anyways...
i think i need to go have a nice scream. but wait! after i wash the dishes oh yea and after i can fix my room! and yea dont forget about cleaning the desk. and doing my home work and registering for SATs and doing my hair and cleaning my clothes. OH YEA !! and getting my self happy again. being this way sucks sucks. nothing in particular i guess. i realized how angry ive become compared to 2 years ago. ppl used to say i was always smiling. in school at least. now all i do in school is get annoyed by the asshole guys there are .not just in school. and the nasty ass hoes who would hump a tree if it was satisfying. u know what sucks even more tho. those hoes seem a lot happier than i do. at least thats what it seems. even tho i know its not always liek that.why do people turn on u? why do u have people who dislike u with out even getting to know u? and why cant i get what i need to stop coming home feeling like im empty and all i wanna do all day is crawl into bed and cry the tears im holding in now. ahh emo... i think i needa go hump a tree... haha
i guess if people cant take me for who i am i shouldnt be too angry and they arent worth my tears cuz then there are those who know i can be the most understanding and caring person they know. and i also guess its much better to face these kind of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
just got home and im tired as fuck, sleepy like shit and owejriehjuierhy like hell.
cursing has become a bad habit again due to anger and the fact no one helps me stop.
applause apluase... dear studio audience ive got an anouncement to make..
not that u people would care anyways...
i think i need to go have a nice scream. but wait! after i wash the dishes oh yea and after i can fix my room! and yea dont forget about cleaning the desk. and doing my home work and registering for SATs and doing my hair and cleaning my clothes. OH YEA !! and getting my self happy again. being this way sucks sucks. nothing in particular i guess. i realized how angry ive become compared to 2 years ago. ppl used to say i was always smiling. in school at least. now all i do in school is get annoyed by the asshole guys there are .not just in school. and the nasty ass hoes who would hump a tree if it was satisfying. u know what sucks even more tho. those hoes seem a lot happier than i do. at least thats what it seems. even tho i know its not always liek that.why do people turn on u? why do u have people who dislike u with out even getting to know u? and why cant i get what i need to stop coming home feeling like im empty and all i wanna do all day is crawl into bed and cry the tears im holding in now. ahh emo... i think i needa go hump a tree... haha
i guess if people cant take me for who i am i shouldnt be too angry and they arent worth my tears cuz then there are those who know i can be the most understanding and caring person they know. and i also guess its much better to face these kind of things with a sense of poise and rationality.