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Yup, surprise surprise i am an idiot. imagine that. i swear this time all the signals were there and others agreed but once i again they scurry off. i don't understand it. I am a great gal, i give a guy all the space they need, and i am good looking to boot. yet they always run...unless i don't want them...and then they just love me and keep coming back. obviously i am not as great as i think i am. but then again i am kind of tipsy and probably overreacting. i shouldn't care so much about a guy i talk to at least 3 times a week and see once a week and is not going to committ to me, particularly sinc emy roommate is his friend. he said as much and he also said he wants a girlfriend, so...it makes sense that he stops talking to em, because he is preoccupied with some new girl. and i guess i should understand because if roles roles were reversed i wouldn't want to fet into either. it just makes me so darn sad, i really like him. over like him actually. need to get over it. but since i have no life, i tend to dwell. well tipsy girl is going to watch tv...big love is on and i LOVE this show. ttyl!!