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well.....i am aggravated. i shouldn't be. I do this all to myself. i think things will change and they won't. I have to face the fact that i have a possessive roommate who must feel like i belong to him or something. I went to dinner with Luke for Sushi and while i was there Vinny called. he asked what i was doing and with whom and i told him. Luke got upset becuase he knows Vinny now won't talk to him. and then when we were leaving luke called vinny and vinny hung up on him. I have NO interest in Vinny. AT ALL. Luke i like even though i know it's fruitless. But it's refreshing to have a guys attention for a little while. He is very sweet when he wants to be and I love the way he picks on me, it makes me laugh. and he made me try sashimi tonight, which by the way it was ok, but nothing that i would rush out and eat all the time. it was so cute the way he put it in the soy sauce for me and then put it on my plate. Of course the tough thing is i know he is just sweet with everyone, that it is not as though he singles me out. but i rush to hang out with him, becuase i enjoy his company so much. i could never tell him how i feel about him for fear that he won't want to hang out anymore or that he will stop calling. well i must get to bed, i have to get up early to do luke a big favor.