a million people died on the news tonight.

[maridan]

Jaaaaaames, if you read this I'm coming to your showwwwww tomorrow.
Yup.
But I need a tickert.

I should stop talking. I should just say nothing and see what happens. Just not say what I feel for a day

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[angelinavas]

cry. please talk to me. im here. i wont break if you nudge me, if you shove me, if you tackle me and kick me while im down: you wont break me!
im strong, alright i'll admit it. i can take a hell of a lot of shit, but i cant stand people thinking that they arent "allowed" to break. what because youre not disordered? what is this? you ARE supposed to feel, you are able to break. dont use us as an excuse not to.

dont you understand? thats how it starts, thats the beginning, crying all alone because youre not "supposed" to feel-not to be so sensitive-dont cry over spilt milk. thats the kind of crap i was fed as a kid. and you have seen, at least in part, how it has manifested.

we all have issues, just because mine happen to take up the greater part of my days, does NOT mean i cannot be here for you. I want you to feel. you cant keep that stuff bottled up, you just cant! it only leads to madness and more pain.

IM RIGHT FUCKING HERE. you have my number, my email, use it. please. and i tell you, once again, YOU WILL NOT BREAK ME
i guarantee it. you will not break me. you hearing this? you wont break me!

please let me be here for you, i may be a little lost, but does that mean i cant help my friends out? its my job to be here for you.