and so it turns...
Oh my. Everytime I read Harry Potter, I feel wonderful, but inferior and petty and miniscule. How is JK Rowling so good? There's so MUCH in her work! It's amazing. She's created a whole new universe, but managed to tie in values and messages and it's just astounding when you think about it. It's got more to analyze in it than To Kill a Mockingbird. Amazing.
I wish I could find some use for plot. I just...I have nothing. Not at all. I don't think that I could ever write a novel, because I'm weak like that. I can only seem to write what I know. Which is normal, but I hate it. I guess I just need more experience.
Or I'm just bad...
But I'm not bad.
I just need more experience.
oh well.
ah. I'm so sunburned...my chest is all red and hurting, and my back is flaming. Stupid Mary-Dan, falling asleep in the sun. Stupid...
The Waeg is kind of overrated, but it's still a great opportunity. I guess. If you're into all the swimming and sailing and tennis stuff. But I'm not. I feel out of place there this year. I don't...do anything. At all...I just sit and read. How interesting. I saw Kara and Liz and Liz and Chelsea and Di...which was nice, but they're down there all the time! They know it. I don't anymore.
The funny thing is that I knew it first. Looooong ago. But whatever. That doesn't matter...who was where first and for how long. It really doesn't make a difference, does it? The oldest families aren't the best, are they? You're not better because you liked Madonna first, are you?
What does time matter anyways. Isn't it easier to just live right now, and not worry about then? I wish that I could just leave all these inhibitions behind and start again new and forget that anything ever happened to me... But that would ruin a lot of things, wouldn't it? If I just forgot.
But there's too much proof for me to forget anything.
Because I wrote it all down.
I wish I could find some use for plot. I just...I have nothing. Not at all. I don't think that I could ever write a novel, because I'm weak like that. I can only seem to write what I know. Which is normal, but I hate it. I guess I just need more experience.
Or I'm just bad...
But I'm not bad.
I just need more experience.
oh well.
ah. I'm so sunburned...my chest is all red and hurting, and my back is flaming. Stupid Mary-Dan, falling asleep in the sun. Stupid...
The Waeg is kind of overrated, but it's still a great opportunity. I guess. If you're into all the swimming and sailing and tennis stuff. But I'm not. I feel out of place there this year. I don't...do anything. At all...I just sit and read. How interesting. I saw Kara and Liz and Liz and Chelsea and Di...which was nice, but they're down there all the time! They know it. I don't anymore.
The funny thing is that I knew it first. Looooong ago. But whatever. That doesn't matter...who was where first and for how long. It really doesn't make a difference, does it? The oldest families aren't the best, are they? You're not better because you liked Madonna first, are you?
What does time matter anyways. Isn't it easier to just live right now, and not worry about then? I wish that I could just leave all these inhibitions behind and start again new and forget that anything ever happened to me... But that would ruin a lot of things, wouldn't it? If I just forgot.
But there's too much proof for me to forget anything.
Because I wrote it all down.