Nov 06, 2005 17:21
Sometimes people get hurt
...and when they still hold grudges its like a dark and lethal tumor that takes over your heart. I hurt someone badly long ago..about 5 months or so..and they took it to themselves to send me a very cruel message. the thing is, even though they hurt me too, I cant help but wish them the best in the world.
I dunno, it got me thinking about things...
But as Mother Theresa says in her final analysis, "...forgive them anyways.." I forgive him for his mean words and actions or lack there of, and I will pray for him today at church...
...
Last night I went out with a couple of people from work, had a couple of beers, no big deal. It was just relaxing, I didnt feel very jumpy..I guess I just have alot on my mind. The thing is, you can only help people so much, I mean Im going out on a limb here for a friend I love with all of my heart, but all I can do is call, offer my friendship in hopes that one day I will be needed, even if its to go out and share a laugh. I love ya dear, you know who you are. Just...don't pull a "becky" on me and never speak to me again.
Love you all,
Mari*
PS. It's FREEZING outside... *brrrr* I need to buy some new sweaters...whos up for a shopping spree???
PPS. Laura and Megan, Im doing the best I can to come up to state in a couple of weeks for the big BDAY bash....even if i cant make it, ive got nothing but love for my babydolls!
XOXO'S x 1,000,0000000000