just close your eyes, kiss me one last time..
defiance, ohio plays tomorrow in deland. I'm really mad that i can't see them.
its still so awkward, you know? everytime i think about it, i get that same knot. For some reason i think you get it too, but maybe i'm just crazy. Those things happend you know, and in my case, thats found too many times than less. Agh, why have i been thinking about this lately? this isn't suppose to happen. The super band-aid was suppose to fix everything. Why now? Why is it getting to me now? Go away.. but just for a while.. just reasure these thoughts like you use to.
The thing that gets me is, i can't help but feel that this uncomfortable sinking feeling is mutual. But why? I'ts not suppose to be that way, if history serves me correct.. for the most part, i pretty much got the impression you hated me. Well, not necisarially hated me, but i guess in that way.
Tell me i'm not crazy, so i can't stop thinking i am.
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ugh. i need to stop, i sound lammme.
sleep is always good. night..
maria.