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My boyfriend sent me a phone message this late afternoon. I was soo surprised...in a good way, actually. I mean..I thought he didn't care at all but at least he showed some respect for my own state of mind.
He said he cared and wanted to know how I was doing...that he's still down (I'd be surprised if he weren't) and he suggested me to take it easy. Well, I told him I was holding on..although I was feeling kinda strange and sad.
I don't know what to think of this now. I mean...he seems fine overall. And I kinda am too...I just know time will heal in the end. Who knows if we're gonna have a proper phone talk at last but...I don't wanna expect anything from him anymore. He cares only when HE wants to care.
I'm on my own now...I'll cope with it. I do know I need help though...I'm afraid I'll ramble about this shit a lot in the near future so...maybe you should skip my entries if you don't wanna get bored. :/
He said he cared and wanted to know how I was doing...that he's still down (I'd be surprised if he weren't) and he suggested me to take it easy. Well, I told him I was holding on..although I was feeling kinda strange and sad.
I don't know what to think of this now. I mean...he seems fine overall. And I kinda am too...I just know time will heal in the end. Who knows if we're gonna have a proper phone talk at last but...I don't wanna expect anything from him anymore. He cares only when HE wants to care.
I'm on my own now...I'll cope with it. I do know I need help though...I'm afraid I'll ramble about this shit a lot in the near future so...maybe you should skip my entries if you don't wanna get bored. :/