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This won’t make sense and it’s just ramble.
Today has just been awful. I don’t know why I feel like complete shit, I just do. One of those days where nothing goes right and you just want to stick your head in the ground and hide. I spent the day doing nothing. There was no motivation to do anything. I hate days like this. It’s a waste. I just sat around thinking. Thinking about everything. I don’t know why I let things bother me like they do. They just do. Why is it that I can say my mind to people I hate. Then not be able to say what I want to the people who mean most. I should just suck it up and talk but I never do. Unless it’s in front of a camera I am at a loss for words. I hate it. It really shouldn’t be this hard. Why do things change and I should stop hitting on people who come on IMX. I don’t want to come out and write what I want either I don’t want to say things that I’m not ready to back up with actual thoughts. So unfortunately for most of you this wont make any sense. But that is just The way the day has been.. Nothing makes sense. On a better note. Brand New live is awesome. If you haven’t seen them, buy a ticket to the dashboard tour and do so. It’s worth it. My ass is numb from sitting here and not being able to write anything. I have no feeling in my ass. It’s so awkward. I hate my ass.
This is pointless.
Today has just been awful. I don’t know why I feel like complete shit, I just do. One of those days where nothing goes right and you just want to stick your head in the ground and hide. I spent the day doing nothing. There was no motivation to do anything. I hate days like this. It’s a waste. I just sat around thinking. Thinking about everything. I don’t know why I let things bother me like they do. They just do. Why is it that I can say my mind to people I hate. Then not be able to say what I want to the people who mean most. I should just suck it up and talk but I never do. Unless it’s in front of a camera I am at a loss for words. I hate it. It really shouldn’t be this hard. Why do things change and I should stop hitting on people who come on IMX. I don’t want to come out and write what I want either I don’t want to say things that I’m not ready to back up with actual thoughts. So unfortunately for most of you this wont make any sense. But that is just The way the day has been.. Nothing makes sense. On a better note. Brand New live is awesome. If you haven’t seen them, buy a ticket to the dashboard tour and do so. It’s worth it. My ass is numb from sitting here and not being able to write anything. I have no feeling in my ass. It’s so awkward. I hate my ass.
This is pointless.