I'll be dead wrong and you'll be just fine
I'm kinda convinced that I've met a perfect for me person. Damnit it all to heaven! It sucks there is absolutely nothing I can do about it in so many ways. Well in at least two ways. One, it's just impossible. And two, I'm an idoit and so damn inexperienced that it completely hinders me. And three, I have no clue on how to be affectionate. Whether is just being normal affectionate or flirting affectionate--I just simply stumped. I wasn't raised that way so I don't just offer it out. It sucks for me because where there are people who are affectionate towards I don't know how to react so I don't then they just get offended. And that's the absolute last thing that I want to do to them. And then I just say horrible things because I know how to be mean, but not nice and sweet like girls are supposed to be (especially when they're flirting with someone.) I think it's just safe to say that I'm evil. And I need to prepare for a long and lonely life.
I spent most of my shift yesterday taking a poll on where I should put my next tattoo! I didn't really get to many suggestions that I really liked. One guy gave me some decent suggestions and one that I didn't like at all (my elbow), so I may just stick to the orginial placement.
I turned in an application for an apartment. I'm kinda nervous about it and kinda excited. It'd be nice to be back in a bed...and maybe get somebody in that bed with me. My back has been killing me lately and I keep thinking 'damnnit, these are the times I really wish I had a boyfriend!'If it all works out--I'm gonna one busy bee in January.
PS When I say perfect I mean mostly of personality traits as opposed to just looks for a change. I wonder if I make a list of the things I want in a guy and tear it up and throw it in the fireplace...will he show up the next day???? (Hey it worked for those English brats in Mary Poppins!)
I spent most of my shift yesterday taking a poll on where I should put my next tattoo! I didn't really get to many suggestions that I really liked. One guy gave me some decent suggestions and one that I didn't like at all (my elbow), so I may just stick to the orginial placement.
I turned in an application for an apartment. I'm kinda nervous about it and kinda excited. It'd be nice to be back in a bed...and maybe get somebody in that bed with me. My back has been killing me lately and I keep thinking 'damnnit, these are the times I really wish I had a boyfriend!'If it all works out--I'm gonna one busy bee in January.
PS When I say perfect I mean mostly of personality traits as opposed to just looks for a change. I wonder if I make a list of the things I want in a guy and tear it up and throw it in the fireplace...will he show up the next day???? (Hey it worked for those English brats in Mary Poppins!)