you are an icicle
Oh my gosh! I just don't know what to do with myself!
I am really jealous right now. Like super angry jealous. I don't know what to do about it. I also feel defeated and at the end of my wits. I don't really want to feel this way, but how do you stop your feelings? It sucks. It's hard to validate your self worth when so few other people seem to.
I keep trying to tell myself that its a passing feeling and it'll go away soon, but grrrrrrrrrrrr! until then.
I need to meet people. I need friends. I think that's the only real way people meet. Damnit all to heaven!
I am really jealous right now. Like super angry jealous. I don't know what to do about it. I also feel defeated and at the end of my wits. I don't really want to feel this way, but how do you stop your feelings? It sucks. It's hard to validate your self worth when so few other people seem to.
I keep trying to tell myself that its a passing feeling and it'll go away soon, but grrrrrrrrrrrr! until then.
I need to meet people. I need friends. I think that's the only real way people meet. Damnit all to heaven!