I've been making money off my indifference
I think it's kinda funny and sad that I seem to try so hard at some things and it never helps. But when I don't try at all--it's even worse. So, what's a girl supposed to do? Do I give up trying and be miserable because I'm not even putting forth any effort? Do I keep working hard and feeling worthless because I'm trying so hard and not getting any results? Argh!
In better news...I had the best thing come in the mail this weekend. My car title and orignial paperwork with a lovely little stamp of "PAID IN FULL"!!!! That, my friens, is the best damn thing to happen to me in awhile. Looking back on everything that has happened to get me those papers, I think it was worth it. Yeah, I'm still kinda sad that I missed out on what could have been a great trip to NJ, NY, and PA and I completely lost a friend. And I had to move and take a new job that I didn't really want. But I really like the idea of no car payment. So now I'm stuck in a city that I don't really like, at a job that I'm not so sure about, I have no friends--wait I have one friend--to hang out with, and I have to get a stinking apartment with the next two months.
In better news...I had the best thing come in the mail this weekend. My car title and orignial paperwork with a lovely little stamp of "PAID IN FULL"!!!! That, my friens, is the best damn thing to happen to me in awhile. Looking back on everything that has happened to get me those papers, I think it was worth it. Yeah, I'm still kinda sad that I missed out on what could have been a great trip to NJ, NY, and PA and I completely lost a friend. And I had to move and take a new job that I didn't really want. But I really like the idea of no car payment. So now I'm stuck in a city that I don't really like, at a job that I'm not so sure about, I have no friends--wait I have one friend--to hang out with, and I have to get a stinking apartment with the next two months.