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today pretty much sucked...starting at midnight!! yea everyone thought i was just tired or w/e today, i wasn't really tired or pissed. i just didn't feel like talking really, for a lotta reasons. i couldnt sleep good at all last night but i wasn't really that tired today...
my dad isn't doing so good??? this is going to be harder than i thought, and its gonna happen way sooner too but w/e i don't feel like complaining bout it, i just gotta deal w/ it. i just don't know if i'll make it thru these next couple months, i guess i just sorta lost it last night cuz i'm happy all day for the most part, b/c of my friends n stuff but today i couldnt do it like i do other days, i couldn't pretend like everything was fine..i shall be able to hide it again soon tho :)
i need to like um i dont even know...nvm lol
AAAAAHHHHH~ wow i feel better now----<3
my dad isn't doing so good??? this is going to be harder than i thought, and its gonna happen way sooner too but w/e i don't feel like complaining bout it, i just gotta deal w/ it. i just don't know if i'll make it thru these next couple months, i guess i just sorta lost it last night cuz i'm happy all day for the most part, b/c of my friends n stuff but today i couldnt do it like i do other days, i couldn't pretend like everything was fine..i shall be able to hide it again soon tho :)
i need to like um i dont even know...nvm lol
AAAAAHHHHH~ wow i feel better now----<3