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I'm at mandas having a pretty kick ass time...Tim just called, he's leaving March 23rd... :( thats kinda sad, we'll all miss him but i think its good for him.
About to go to the Y finally, its about time i got my ass to that place again. i pretty much have to after yesterday, swim suit shopping! ha always one of the worst days ever, i absolutely hate it...i didnt even want a fucking suit, i'll swim in a t-shirt with the manatees in Florida, alright?!?!
Yeah i'm just pissed off at life lately, i have jealousy issues, and sadly i am missing someone. i know that i shouldn't and im almost over all of it, but still i do miss him and i think it will be a while before that goes completely away. i'm thinking it was all for the best though b/c it wouldnt have worked out, so i'm glad i learned my lesson early. what hurts the most is that he was one of my 2 best friends, and i haven't hung out with him at all lately, i just liked having him there to talk to as a friend, cuz i knew he wouldnt judge me and i could trust him. who the hell am i supposed to turn to now?
FUCK PEOPLE!!!
About to go to the Y finally, its about time i got my ass to that place again. i pretty much have to after yesterday, swim suit shopping! ha always one of the worst days ever, i absolutely hate it...i didnt even want a fucking suit, i'll swim in a t-shirt with the manatees in Florida, alright?!?!
Yeah i'm just pissed off at life lately, i have jealousy issues, and sadly i am missing someone. i know that i shouldn't and im almost over all of it, but still i do miss him and i think it will be a while before that goes completely away. i'm thinking it was all for the best though b/c it wouldnt have worked out, so i'm glad i learned my lesson early. what hurts the most is that he was one of my 2 best friends, and i haven't hung out with him at all lately, i just liked having him there to talk to as a friend, cuz i knew he wouldnt judge me and i could trust him. who the hell am i supposed to turn to now?
FUCK PEOPLE!!!