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So everyone can stop asking me whats wrong lately, nothing is wrong. i'm not sure why i have been so moody. i'm just really sick of reputations, rumors, and being lectured about how i'm making bad decisions. i know i am being a fuck up for a while, but whatever. i'm tired of being used for shit and sick of people telling me i'm being used. sucks when i care that much about people and figure out it doesnt matter at all. i'm changing back to the old me now! it'll be great. i can go back to being nerdy and getting my good grades. i partied too much over break, it was fun but crazy. the 2nd part of break was wild and i enjoyed it for the most part. got in a big shitty fight with olivia but were better now i think, i hope...love u hun
what really sucks is when you know ur friends are hurting like hell and theres nothing you can do about it. sorry to all of you who are having a rough time, i dont know how to help other than that i'm always here to talk or hang out!
Bridget- i know i never stopped over, i feel bad. i kept getting caught up, its kinda confusing and i have lame excuses but they're true!
All i know is i am not looking forward to tomorrow, its like i was living another life for a while, i was actually enjoying myself and its like reality is gonna come back and slap me in the face tomorrow when i have to drag my ass to school. i hate that place so much, i can't wait until our classes change. but theres nothing i can do about it, i have to go and do good so i guess i'll make the best of it.
youth group tonight, i miss those people actually. we didn't have any yg stuff over break so i'm excited for tonight.
In 2005 I...
[x] ...broke a promise.
[x] ...made a best friend.
[x] ...fell in love.
[x] ...fell out of love.
[x] ...did something I swore I'd never do.
[x] ...lied.
[ ] ...stole.
[x] ...went behind my parents back.
[x] ...cried.
[x] ...disappointed someone close.
[x] ...hid a secret.
[x] ...pretended to be happy.
[ ] ...got arrested.
[x] ...kissed in the rain.
[x] ...slept under the stars.
[ ]...kept my New Years resolution.
[x]...forgot my New Years resolution.
[x] ...met someone who changed my life.
[_] ...met one of my idols.
[x] ...changed my outlook on life.
[x] ...sat at home all day doing nothing.
[x] ...pretneded to be sick.
[x] ...left the country.
[x] ...almost died.
[x] ...gave up something important to me.
[ ] ...lost something priceless.
[x] ...learned something new about myself.
[x] ...tried something I normally wouldn't try & liked it.
[x] ...made a change in my life.
[x] ...found out who my true friends were.
[x] ...made a total fool of myself.
[x] ...met great people.
[ ] ...got a tan.
The year 2005
[P E 0 P L E]
1. Best friends: all of them
2. Best boyfriend / girlfriend: hmm
3. Lost any friends: yeah
4. Gained any friends: yep yep
5. Met a new good friend: sure
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country: yep mexico
2. New school: no
3. How many times on an airplane: never
4. Road trips: hmmm hastings?? oh nvm that was technically 2006
[Y 0 U]
1. Have you changed: people say i have, in a very bad way....
2. New look: not really
3. Any new addictions: im trying to get rid of the one i have
4. Most depressing time this year: ugh this year has been up n down a lot, a lotta sad times but some really good times too! parents thing was depressing and homecoming....
[S E A S 0 N S]
1. Favorite season: summer
2. Least favorite season: winter i guess
3. Good birthday: i cant remember....i think we just hung at my house
4. Any snow this year: yeah but i didnt get the chance to go out and enjoy it
5. Highest temperature: too hott! i was in mexico for part of the summer and it about killed me
what really sucks is when you know ur friends are hurting like hell and theres nothing you can do about it. sorry to all of you who are having a rough time, i dont know how to help other than that i'm always here to talk or hang out!
Bridget- i know i never stopped over, i feel bad. i kept getting caught up, its kinda confusing and i have lame excuses but they're true!
All i know is i am not looking forward to tomorrow, its like i was living another life for a while, i was actually enjoying myself and its like reality is gonna come back and slap me in the face tomorrow when i have to drag my ass to school. i hate that place so much, i can't wait until our classes change. but theres nothing i can do about it, i have to go and do good so i guess i'll make the best of it.
youth group tonight, i miss those people actually. we didn't have any yg stuff over break so i'm excited for tonight.
In 2005 I...
[x] ...broke a promise.
[x] ...made a best friend.
[x] ...fell in love.
[x] ...fell out of love.
[x] ...did something I swore I'd never do.
[x] ...lied.
[ ] ...stole.
[x] ...went behind my parents back.
[x] ...cried.
[x] ...disappointed someone close.
[x] ...hid a secret.
[x] ...pretended to be happy.
[ ] ...got arrested.
[x] ...kissed in the rain.
[x] ...slept under the stars.
[ ]...kept my New Years resolution.
[x]...forgot my New Years resolution.
[x] ...met someone who changed my life.
[_] ...met one of my idols.
[x] ...changed my outlook on life.
[x] ...sat at home all day doing nothing.
[x] ...pretneded to be sick.
[x] ...left the country.
[x] ...almost died.
[x] ...gave up something important to me.
[ ] ...lost something priceless.
[x] ...learned something new about myself.
[x] ...tried something I normally wouldn't try & liked it.
[x] ...made a change in my life.
[x] ...found out who my true friends were.
[x] ...made a total fool of myself.
[x] ...met great people.
[ ] ...got a tan.
The year 2005
[P E 0 P L E]
1. Best friends: all of them
2. Best boyfriend / girlfriend: hmm
3. Lost any friends: yeah
4. Gained any friends: yep yep
5. Met a new good friend: sure
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country: yep mexico
2. New school: no
3. How many times on an airplane: never
4. Road trips: hmmm hastings?? oh nvm that was technically 2006
[Y 0 U]
1. Have you changed: people say i have, in a very bad way....
2. New look: not really
3. Any new addictions: im trying to get rid of the one i have
4. Most depressing time this year: ugh this year has been up n down a lot, a lotta sad times but some really good times too! parents thing was depressing and homecoming....
[S E A S 0 N S]
1. Favorite season: summer
2. Least favorite season: winter i guess
3. Good birthday: i cant remember....i think we just hung at my house
4. Any snow this year: yeah but i didnt get the chance to go out and enjoy it
5. Highest temperature: too hott! i was in mexico for part of the summer and it about killed me