i'm sulking, get over it.

[mariahgiannax]

sometimes, i wish i was brave. i wish i was stronger. i wish i could feel no pain. i wish i was young. i wish i was shy. i wish i was honest. i wish i was you, not i. because i feel so mad, i feel so angry. i feel so careless. so lost, confused again. i feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful. lets start over, lets start over. sometimes, i wish i was smart. i wish i made cures for, how people are. i wish i had power. i wish i could lead. i wish i could change the world, for you and me. because i feel so mad, i feel so angry. i feel so careless. so lost, confused again. i feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful. lets start over, lets start over. because i feel so mad, i feel so angry. i feel so careless. so lost, confused again. i feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful. lets start over, lets start over. because i feel so mad, i feel so angry. i feel so careless. so lost, confused again. and i feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful. lets start over, lets start over, lets start over.

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i hate this kid so much.
but i still care more than anything.

and i realized, it's impossible to let go.
no matter how much i dislike him.

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