people.
I do not understand people.
I do understand that I am honest in what I feel as far as I understand my own feelings and if I do not like someone I say it or they will know it right away. If I do like someone I am honest and show it. What I don't do is be very nice to someone and then take a knife and stab them in the back. I don't do that. I make it clear to their face that I don't like them. People think I am blunt and cruel for making clear decisions when someone has broken my trust so badly that I am officially deleting them out of my circle of friends. The only thing that can heal such situations is time. If enough time goes by I might give that person a chance to regain my trust.
My problem is that I do not understand fakeness in people. I do not understand how someone can hate someone to the guts and be as nice as their best friend to them. That makes no sense in my head. Therefore I don't catch that I am being hated when someone is as sweet as pie to me. Yes I am that stupid, naive and retarded. I believe in the honesty of people ... That shall be my downfall for the rest of my life.
Call me a hypocrit I don't care but I'm looking forward to moving away.
I do understand that I am honest in what I feel as far as I understand my own feelings and if I do not like someone I say it or they will know it right away. If I do like someone I am honest and show it. What I don't do is be very nice to someone and then take a knife and stab them in the back. I don't do that. I make it clear to their face that I don't like them. People think I am blunt and cruel for making clear decisions when someone has broken my trust so badly that I am officially deleting them out of my circle of friends. The only thing that can heal such situations is time. If enough time goes by I might give that person a chance to regain my trust.
My problem is that I do not understand fakeness in people. I do not understand how someone can hate someone to the guts and be as nice as their best friend to them. That makes no sense in my head. Therefore I don't catch that I am being hated when someone is as sweet as pie to me. Yes I am that stupid, naive and retarded. I believe in the honesty of people ... That shall be my downfall for the rest of my life.
Call me a hypocrit I don't care but I'm looking forward to moving away.