Apr 30, 2005 17:03
I am so sick and tired of people telling me who I can and cant go out with, it screws my head up. I keep all my feelings in, coz I dont want to upset anyone, I dont like upsetting people...but sometimes I just wanna scream at them and tell them how I really feel inside, how inside I am hurting so much coz I havent got a decent boyfriend in my life and they have, and that they always show off about it!
It makes me want to crawl into a corner and stay there for the rest of my life. I am never gonna find someone who really cares for me, and I care for them. Oh well, I guess everything cant come true....
MW xxxxxxxx