Jan 20, 2007 10:54
Wow, I've had a great week.... activity-wise...
Went to Waterloo with David and Lung to visit the girls. It was really relaxing and met some friends that I haven't seen in a long time. I.E. Farrah!! and Angel!! and Karen!! haha.... I met Loreen too, but I see her almost every week... so that doesn't count. But I miss my Waterloo girls a lot especially Farrah. So happy to see her again.. the next time I'll see her is Winterlicious! Can't wait!!! Love you girl!! muah!
My msn name this week was: "I finally feel the love.. after a year... it's been a long long time". It's true.... friendship-wise. I've known David, Will, Patrick and Angela for a little over half a year now.. although it's not a long time, but I do feel the friendship love from them, love that I haven't felt for over a year.
Love.. this is such a weird feeling. Other than from my parents, for the past year, I haven't felt love from anyone... except for from friends in Waterloo. In Toronto, I didn't know anyone in Toronto until Libby introduced Will to me and until Will introduced Patrick and David to me. For the past year, we've all come out for almost every week together. After tons of hanging out and some talks... I believe that they're true true friends. I'm starting to feel the love from friends again. Thanks guys for caring, for listening to me. I'm really dependant on friends this way. It's hard to find a good friend and I feel that we're getting there :)
Definitely, all my old friends.... I still love you and I know you love me too. Thanks for always being there for me ar.. perhaps it's coz we're really far away from each other... sometimes it's hard to talk. But I find it wonderful how we see each other and we can have endless talks. This is what I call a true true friend. Thanks so much for taking care of me when I need help, and at the same time, I'm glad I'm of good help when you need me. This is what friendship is about. I love you all.
Zee and I have been pretty good.. the relationship is really stable. We each mind our own business, but we have our daily connections. Phone calls to each other everyday, little talks. I'm happy and content. A few days ago I was thinking if we fit each other, because I do wish I could see him more. But there's no time... we each have out own friends and things to do. I guess just a little time is okay. Can't hope for more, right? Well, I don't really expect anything from Zee.. coz I'm scared that if I expect some stuff, I don't get it and I'll feel disappointed. So to me, maybe later, but now, I'll just let the relationship take its place. But it's really awesome though. Everyone says that they feel that our relationship is weird. There's no lovity feeling between the two of us. I guess it's okay for me. Taking things slowly is always good :)
Going to Karen's b-day today. Happy birthday Karen! :) Luv Ya!