Life is too damn short...
...To care about what people who don't know me think of me, and to mull over STUPID things in the past.
I think my first statement is why I don't really talk to a lot of people. I'm generally nice to the people I meet, give them the benefit of the doubt and hope they're nice people too. Most of the time this rings true, however I just find it so draining to be nice to Mr. Random-o when I could be doing something nice for people I care about. Makes sense? That was just a random thought I had, reasons as to why I'm quite. Well I'm stupidly shy too, but I try to cover that with dry humour and hope it works.
As for the past stuff; I don't know why the hell is wrong with me that I've had LePage on the brain the past week. It's probably because I had this awful dream about him that just opened up all my old wounds. Then I saw a friend of his who practically lives with him, so there was some minor discussion about him. THEN today I saw him at Loeb. I did when any mature, reasonable person would and hid. I was at the cash anyway and he has just walked in, it wasn't hard to hide and I didn't do it long. Anyway so of course each and every time I thought or saw him I wish he'd just spontaneously combust. So I've decided that as of the end of this entry I'm going to 100% try to put all my angry when it comes to him behind me. B-e-h-i-n-d me. Besides I have a lovely Ball to focus on tomorrow and looking lovely for that and taking fun pictures with my awesome boyfriend who is fabulous. Ok so now I'm done and he will be put behind me (until he does something to aggravate me, but that's justifiable). Fini!
I think my first statement is why I don't really talk to a lot of people. I'm generally nice to the people I meet, give them the benefit of the doubt and hope they're nice people too. Most of the time this rings true, however I just find it so draining to be nice to Mr. Random-o when I could be doing something nice for people I care about. Makes sense? That was just a random thought I had, reasons as to why I'm quite. Well I'm stupidly shy too, but I try to cover that with dry humour and hope it works.
As for the past stuff; I don't know why the hell is wrong with me that I've had LePage on the brain the past week. It's probably because I had this awful dream about him that just opened up all my old wounds. Then I saw a friend of his who practically lives with him, so there was some minor discussion about him. THEN today I saw him at Loeb. I did when any mature, reasonable person would and hid. I was at the cash anyway and he has just walked in, it wasn't hard to hide and I didn't do it long. Anyway so of course each and every time I thought or saw him I wish he'd just spontaneously combust. So I've decided that as of the end of this entry I'm going to 100% try to put all my angry when it comes to him behind me. B-e-h-i-n-d me. Besides I have a lovely Ball to focus on tomorrow and looking lovely for that and taking fun pictures with my awesome boyfriend who is fabulous. Ok so now I'm done and he will be put behind me (until he does something to aggravate me, but that's justifiable). Fini!