Christmas....almost
I know this is the time of year to be giving and whatnot, but I'm such a tightwad about it and I feel bad. I have good reason though; I got laid off from my job and am back in effing limbo land. It sucks that this had to happen during this time of year. On to the job hunt we go. Again. Ugh.
I want to get back in shape. I'm not super obsessed with being skinny, since I've realized that my ass is old and I just need to get over that shit. I would just like to be able to run a whole block without panting my ass off. The hardest part is starting.
For my birthday, I really want to have a nice dinner date in the city, followed by an evening with friends. I still don't know what club/lounge I'm going to go to, but thank goodness I have my sister for that kind of stuff.
I get so discouraged sometimes because I feel like I work so hard, yet shit constantly gets flown my way. I feel like I'm in this perpetual cycle of limbo. I need a jolt.
I like watching Michelle Phan videos on Youtube. Good way to waste time.
I never thought that things would end up being as they are. I had no idea what situation I'd be in when I was this old. Things were very chaotic for me growing up and I was in a very precarious position in terms of my future. When I think about all the things I've done in spite of what I've been through, I feel very fortunate.
I really find it annoying when other friends try to teach life lessons in their blogs. You know what I mean. When people blatantly say, "be true to yourself" and "say I love you everyday to your loved ones". I can't stand it. When I even get the slightest inkling of shit like that, I close that mo'fo before you can even say mo'fo.
Effing Black Swan is the best movie of the year. It should be nominated a zillion times and win every oscar. I loved it. Loved it with a capital L.
Kanye West is a douche, but I like his "Power" song.
I feel Chris Brown, on the other hand, has done irrevocable damage and can never be forgiven.
I want to get back in shape. I'm not super obsessed with being skinny, since I've realized that my ass is old and I just need to get over that shit. I would just like to be able to run a whole block without panting my ass off. The hardest part is starting.
For my birthday, I really want to have a nice dinner date in the city, followed by an evening with friends. I still don't know what club/lounge I'm going to go to, but thank goodness I have my sister for that kind of stuff.
I get so discouraged sometimes because I feel like I work so hard, yet shit constantly gets flown my way. I feel like I'm in this perpetual cycle of limbo. I need a jolt.
I like watching Michelle Phan videos on Youtube. Good way to waste time.
I never thought that things would end up being as they are. I had no idea what situation I'd be in when I was this old. Things were very chaotic for me growing up and I was in a very precarious position in terms of my future. When I think about all the things I've done in spite of what I've been through, I feel very fortunate.
I really find it annoying when other friends try to teach life lessons in their blogs. You know what I mean. When people blatantly say, "be true to yourself" and "say I love you everyday to your loved ones". I can't stand it. When I even get the slightest inkling of shit like that, I close that mo'fo before you can even say mo'fo.
Effing Black Swan is the best movie of the year. It should be nominated a zillion times and win every oscar. I loved it. Loved it with a capital L.
Kanye West is a douche, but I like his "Power" song.
I feel Chris Brown, on the other hand, has done irrevocable damage and can never be forgiven.