get up
Im on the scene...just like a sex machine...haha to much Brown...James Brown that is...so last night I had a really good time...Rachel, Gene, Laura and I all went to the Crows Nest...Julia works there...we had tons of drinks and food...good times...seriously we got to hear live music and look over the harbor...quite magical actually...made me wish i had a significant other just to sit out in front of the boats and watch the stars...but i guess that wont happen...ever...Oh, so im really worried about going into 7-11 at the wrong time and seeing someone I dont really want to in there...last night when i drove home from rachels house...around midnight...i missed him but only barely...he was only like one stop sign infront of me...hopefully he didnt see me thru his rearview mirror...i doubt it though...his sex was good...to bad i was an idiot...but im sure he wouldnt mind being my booty call...it sucks that i like the kid...i really do...i dont even try to hide it anymore...im sure he likes me...but i dont know how long i can wait for him to figure shit out...i wanted a man...when i got one, i was to busy in pursuit of a boy...isnt life a bitch? i guess it wouldnt be life it was easy...but i should get back to work soon...